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silentfrenzies:

First movement.  We are standing at the grave of a well-loved man.  We contemplate his whole life, his struggles, his sufferings and his intentions on earth.  And now, in this solemn and deeply stirring moment, when the confusion and distractions of everyday life are lifted like a hood from our eyes, a voice of awe-inspiring solemnity chills our heart, a voice that, blinded by the mirage of everyday life, we usually ignore: ‘What next?’ it says.  ’What is life and what is death?  Will we live on eternally?  Is it all an empty dream or do our life and death have a meaning?’  And we must answer this questions, if we mean to go on living.

The next three movements are conceived as intermezzi.

Second movement: Andante.  A blissful moment in the life of the dear departed and a sad recollection of his youth and last innocence.

Third movement:  Scherzo.  A spirit of disbelief and negation has seized him.  He is bewildered by the bustle of appearances and he loses his perception of childhood and the profound strength that love alone can give.  He despairs both of himself and God.  The world and life begin to seem unreal.  Utter disgust for every form of existence and evolution seizes him in an iron grasp, torments him until he utters a cry of despair.

Fourth movement: ‘Urlicht’ (alto solo).  The stirring words of simple faith sound in his ears: ‘I am from God and will return to God! The dear God will give me a light, will lgith me to eternal, blessed life.’

Fifth movement.  It begins with the ‘cry of despair’.  Once more we are confronted with terrifying questions, and the atmosphere is the same as at the end of the third movement.  The voice of the Caller is heard.  The end of every living thing has come, the last judgement is at hand and the horror of the day of days has come upon us.  The earth trembles, the graves burst open, the dead arise and march forth in endless procession.  The great and the lowly of this earth, kings and beggars, the just and the godless, all press forward: ‘an endless procession of shuddering, expectant people’.  The cry for mercy and forgiveness sounds fearful in our ears.  The wailing becomes gradually more terrible; our senses desert us, all consciousness dies as the Eternal Spirit approaches.  The ‘Last Trump’ sounds; the trumpets of the Apocalypse call out ‘to all flesh and all spirit’.  In the eerie silence that follows we can just barely make out a distant nightingale, a last tremulous echo of earthly life.  The gentle sound of a chorus of saints and heavenly hosts is then heard: ‘Rise again, yes, rise again thou wilt!’  Then God in all His glory comes into sight.  A wondrously mild light strikes us to the heart.  All is calm and bliss.  And lo: there is no judgement; there are no sinners; no just men; no great and no small; there is no punishment and no reward!  A feeling of overwhelming love imbues us with the bliss of knowing and being.

-Gustav Mahler, program note for the King of Saxony explaining his Second symphony, 1901

thank you for posting this! i’ve been looking for this for a looong time!!!

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trafalgar-rgh:

Mahler: His Time Has Come

By Leonard Bernstein
(Findings, Copyright 1981)



Has come? Had come, rather; was there all along, even as each bar of each symphony was being penned in that special psychic fluid of his. If ever there was a composer of his time it was Mahler, prophetic only in the sense that he already knew what the world would come to know and admit half a century later.

Basically, of course, all of Mahler’s music is about Mahler – which means simply that it is about conflict. Think of it: Mahler the Creator vs. Mahler the Performer; the Jew vs. the Christian; the Believer vs. the Doubter; the Naïf vs. the Sophisticate; the provincial Bohemian vs. the Viennese homme du monde; the Faustian Philosopher vs. the Oriental Mystic the Operatic Symphonist who never wrote an opera. But mainly the battle rages between Western Man at the turn of the century and the life of the spirit. Out of this opposition proceeds the endless list of antitheses – the whole roster of Yang and Yin – that inhabit Mahler’s music.

What was this duple vision of Mahler’s? A vision of his world, crumbling in corruption beneath its smug surface, fulsome, hypocritical, prosperous, sure of its terrestrial immortality, yet bereft of its faith in spiritual immortality. The music is almost cruel in its revelations: it is like a camera that has caught Western society in the moment of its incipient decay. But to Mahler’s own audiences none of this was apparent: they refused (or were unable) to see themselves mirrored in these grotesque symphonies. They heard only exaggeration, extravagance, bombast, obsessive length – failing to recognize these as symptoms of their own decline and fall. They heard what seemed like the history of German-Austrian music, recapitulated in ironic or distorted terms – and they called it shameful eclecticism. They heard endless, brutal, maniacal marches – but failed to see the imperial insignia, the Swastika (make your own list) on the uniforms of the marchers. They heard mighty Chorales, overwhelming brass hymns – but failed to see them tottering at an abyss of tonal deterioration. They heard extended, romantic love songs – but failed to understand that these Liebesträume were nightmares, as were those mad, degenerate Ländler.

But what makes the heartbreaking duplicity is that all these anxiety-ridden images were set up alongside images of the life of the spirit, Mahler’s anima, which surrounds, permeates, and floodlights these cruel pictures with the tantalizing radiance of how life could be. The intense longing for serenity is inevitably coupled with the sinister doubt that it can be achieved. Obversely, the innate violence of the music, the excesses of sentiment, the arrogance of establishment, the vulgarity of power-postures, the disturbing rumble of status-non-quo are all the more agonizing for being linked with memories of innocence, with the aching nostalgia of youthful dreams, with aspirations towards the Empyrean, noble proclamations of redemption, or with the bittersweet tease of some Nirvana or other, just barely out of reach. It is thus a conflict between an intense love of life and a disgust with life, between a fierce longing for Himmel and the fear of death.

This dual vision of Mahler’s, which tore him apart all his life, is the vision we have finally come to perceive in his music. This is what Mahler meant when he said, “My time will come.” It is only after fifty, sixty, seventy years of world holocausts, of the simultaneous advance of democracy with our increasing inability to stop making war, of the simultaneous magnification of national pieties with intensification of our active resistance to social equality – only after we have experienced all this through the smoking ovens of Auschwitz, the frantically bombed jungles of Vietnam, through Hungary, Suez, the Bay of Pigs, the farce-trial of Sinyavsky and Daniel, the refueling of the Nazi machine, the murder in Dallas, the arrogance of South Africa, the Hiss-Chambers travesty, the Trotzkyite purges, Black Power, Red Guards, the Arab encirclement of Israel, the plague of McCarthyism, the Tweedledum armament race – only after all this can we finally listen to Mahler’s music and understand that it foretold all. And in the foretelling it showered a rain of beauty on this world that has not been equaled since.

Now that the world of music has begun to understand the dualistic energy-source of Mahler’s music, the very key to its meaning, it is easier to understand this phenomenon in specific Mahlerian terms. For the doubleness of the music is the doubleness of the man. Mahler was split right down the middle, with the curious result that whatever quality is perceptible and definable in his music, the diametrically opposite quality is equally so. Of what other composer can this be said? Can we think of Beethoven as both roughhewn and epicene? Is Debussy both subtle and blatant? Mozart both refined and raw? Stravinsky both objective and maudlin? Unthinkable. But Mahler, uniquely, is all of these – roughhewn and epicene, subtle and blatant, refined, raw, objective, maudlin, brash, shy, grandiose, self-annihilating, confident, insecure, adjective, opposite, adjective, opposite.

The first spontaneous image that springs to my mind at the mention of the word “Mahler” is of a colossus straddling the magic dateline “1900.” There he stands, his left foot (closer to the heart!) firmly planted in the rich, beloved nineteenth century, and his right, rather less firmly, seeking solid ground in the twentieth. Some say he never found this foothold; others (and I agree with them) insist that twentieth-century music could not exist as we know it if that right foot had not landed there with a commanding thud. Whichever assessment is right, the image remains: he straddled. Along with Strauss, Sibelius and, yes, Schoenberg, Mahler sang the last rueful songs of nineteenth-century romanticism. But Strauss’s extraordinary gifts went the route of a not very subjective virtuosity; Sibelius and Schoenberg found their own extremely different but personal routes into the new century. Mahler was left straddling; his destiny was to sum up, package, and lay to ultimate rest the fantastic treasure that was German-Austrian music from Bach to Wagner.

It was a terrible and dangerous heritage. Whether he saw himself as the last symphonist in the long line started by Mozart, or the last Heilige Deutsche Künstler in the line started by Bach, he was in the same rocky boat. To recapitulate the line, bring it to climax, show it all in one, soldered and smelted together by his own fires – this was a function assigned him by history and destiny, a function that meant years of ridicule, rejection, and bitterness.

But he had no choice, compulsive manic creature that he was. He took all (all!) the basic elements of German music, including the clichés, and drove them to their ultimate limits. He turned rests into shuddering silences; upbeats into volcanic preparations as for a death blow. Luftpausen became gasps of shock or terrified suspense; accents grew into titanic stresses to be achieved by every conceivable means, both sonic and tonic. Ritardandi were stretched into near-motionlessness; accelerandi became tornadoes; dynamics were refined and exaggerated to a point of neurasthenic sensibility. Mahler’s marches are like heart attacks, his chorales like all Christendom gone mad. The old conventional four-bar phrases are delineated in steel; his most traditional cadences bless like the moment of remission from pain. Mahler is German music multiplied by n.

The result of all this exaggeration is, of course, that neurotic intensity which for so many years was rejected as unendurable, and in which we now find ourselves mirrored. And there are concomitant results: an irony almost too bitter to comprehend; excesses of sentimentality that still make some listeners wince; moments of utter despair, often the despair of not being able to drive all this material even further, into some kind of paramusic that might at last cleanse us. But we are cleansed, when all is said and done; no person of sensibility can come away from the Ninth Symphony without being exhausted and purified. And that is the triumphant result of all this purgatory, justifying all excesses: we do ultimately encounter an apocalyptic radiance, a glimmer of what peace must be like.

So much for the left foot: what of the right, tentatively scratching at the new soil of the twentieth century, testing it for solidity, fertility, roots? Yes, it was found fertile; there were roots there, but they had sprung from the other side. All of Mahler’s testing, experiments, incursions were made in terms of the past. His breaking-up of rhythms, his post-Wagnerian stretching of tonality to its very snapping point (but not beyond it!), his probings into a new thinness of texture, into bare linear motion, into transparent chamber-music-like orchestral manipulation – all these adumbrated what was to become twentieth-century common practice; but they all emanated from those nineteenth-century notes he loved so well. Similarly, in his straining after new forms – a two-movement symphony (#8), a six-movement symphony (#3), symphonies with voices, not only in the Finales (#3, #8, Das Lied), movements which are interludes, interruptions, movements deliberately malformed through arbitrary abridgment or obsessive repetition or fragmentation – all these attempts at new formal structures abide in the shadow of Beethoven’s Ninth, the last Sonatas and string quartets. Even the angular melodic motions, the unexpected intervals, the infinitely wide skips, the search for “endless” melody, the harmonic ambiguities – all of which have deeply influenced many a twentieth-century composer – are nevertheless ultimately traceable back to Beethoven and Wagner.

I think that this is probably why I doubt that I shall ever come to terms with the so-called Tenth Symphony. I have never been convinced of those rhythmic experiments in the Scherzo, of the flirtation with atonality. I often wonder what would have happened had Mahler not died so young. Would he have finished that Tenth Symphony, more or less as the current “versions” have it? Would he have scrapped it? Were there signs there that he was about to go over the hill, and encamp with Schoenberg? It is one of the more fascinating Ifs of history. Somehow I think he was unable to live through that crisis, because there was no solution for him; he had to die with that symphony unfinished. After all, a man’s destiny is nothing more or less than precisely what happened to him in life. Mahler’s destiny was to complete the great German symphonic line and then depart, without it being granted him to start a new one. This may be clear to us now; but for Mahler, while he lived, his destiny was anything but clear. In his own mind he was at least as much part of the new century as of the old. He was a tormented, divided man, with his eyes on the future and his heart in the past.

But his destiny did permit him to bestow much beauty, and to occupy a unique place in musical history. In this position of Amen-sayer to symphonic music, through exaggeration and distortion, through squeezing the last drops of juice out of that glorious fruit, through his desperate and insistent reexamination and reevaluation of his materials, through pushing tonal music to its uttermost boundaries, Mahler was granted the honor of having the last word, uttering the final sigh, letting fall the last living tear, saying the final good-by. To what? To life as he knew it and wanted to remember it, to unspoiled nature, to faith in redemption; but also to music as he knew it and remembered it, to the unspoiled nature of tonal beauty, to faith in its future – good-by to all that. The last C major chord of Das Lied von der Erde was for him the last resolution of all Faustian history. For him?

For more information, please see:

www.leonardbernstein.com

© 2008-2009 The Leonard Bernstein Office, Inc.

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transsubstantiatio:

Symphony 1 Movement 1, Gustav Mahler

transsubstantiatio:

Symphony 1 Movement 1, Gustav Mahler

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classicalmusicconfessions:

I genuinely cannot stand Mahler.Submitted by ifnyousayso 
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I genuinely think you can die in a fire… 

classicalmusicconfessions:

I genuinely cannot stand Mahler.
Submitted by ifnyousayso 

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I genuinely think you can die in a fire… 

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fyeahtrombone:

Wonderful. I’ve been in a Mahler kick this week, I apologize.

this. is. gorgeous.

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lol i have a music man crush on lenny tooooo lol

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"How dark is the foundation upon which our life rests? Whence do we come? Whither does our road take us? Have I really willed this life, as Schopenhauer thinks, before I ever was conceived? Why am I made to feel that I am free, while yet I am constrained within my character as in a prison? What is the object of toil and sorrow? How am I to understand the cruelty and malice in the creations of a kind God? Will the meaning of life finally be revealed by death?"

- Mahler (via alaluneetretour)
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ahundreddancingkitties:

Why is tumblr obsessed with Mahler? I don’t understand…

i believe the real question is… why is anyone NOT obsessed with Mahler????

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theorypop:

If you need to go to your happy place, might I recommend this route.  Dudamelmo!

I got to sing for Dudamel last weekend as part of this madness, Mahler 8 with literally 1000 musicians.  Easily one of the most spectacular musical experiences of my life.

It had been a long time since I looked around on stage and thought “I can’t believe I’m here.”  But with Gustavo at the helm, that’s how you feel in every moment.

this is… STUPENDOUS! LOL gotta love Gustavo! (and the muppet penguins!)

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klangklangklang:

Dear Gustav,

This letter has been a long time coming; something I’ve mulled upon for the past couple of years, but never dared give utterance to—until now. How to express these feelings? How to find the right words? I’m not sure even now, but I will try…

This has been a long road we’ve tread; one that I’ve had the fortune of walking along ever since I was 15. I still remember the disgust your music inspired in me upon first hearing. It was so overwrought, I thought, so shamelessly exhibitionist. But I persisted in trying to divine your music’s secrets, hammering at it for the next three years. Then I discovered the Adagio from your 10th Symphony, easily one of the most perfect things you or anyone has ever composed—and I was immediately won over to your cause.

For a time it seemed I couldn’t get enough of your music, greedily acquiring anything of yours I came across. But time has a way of tempering the passions of youth—and so I find myself feeling differently about you, liebes Gustav.

No, no, don’t get upset. It’s not that I don’t like your music. On the contrary, I still like it very much. The best of it, like the Adagio from the 10th and Das Lied von der Erde, I revere as I do few other musical works. But—how shall I put it? I still like your music. But I’m just not in like with your music, you know what I mean?

I’m not sure how this happened. Really I’ve searched my heart deeply to find what caused me to cool off to you.

Perhaps it’s because your “time has come” with a vengeance. Seemingly everyone and their grandmothers these days are recording your symphonies and songs, regardless of their talent or ability to do justice to your work. What a lot of these people fail to understand is that in many ways you are to the symphony orchestra what Franz Liszt was to the piano. In other words, a composer that so thoroughly revolutionized and reimagined your chosen medium, daring conductors to summon themselves to heights of frenzied virtuosity a la Vladimir Horowitz. The problem is that so many conductors today approach your music with the opposite spirit, revealing themselves to be nothing more than mild-mannered milquetoasts that would probably be more at home with Massenet than Mahler, thereby removing the element of danger and daring so crucial to your music. At least if these people would apply their energies to other composers who are still awaiting their day in the sun. But who wants to hear another tepid run-through of something I know so well, I could play it backwards? And my local symphony orchestra exhorting me to replace my Facebook profile picture with your photo in a bid to “show my Mahler” didn’t help.

Maybe it’s the scores of hagiographers and tonsured acolytes that you’ve left in your wake, each one ascribing to you feats of superhuman or supernatural ability that leave me wondering when the Catholic Church will decide to canonize you. I mean who else has been intimated to foresee the future as often as you have? Countless times have I heard that your music somehow presages or outright predicts the horrors of the First and Second World Wars. Yet if this were true, don’t you think it was kind of a jerk move on your part not to hep the rest of us about the looming disaster? (By the way, were you ever clever enough to use some of that foresight to profit off the ponies? Just a thought.)

The fact that you berate other musicians for their careerist ways (e.g. Richard Strauss), while you yourself were no less a careerist—albeit one embittered for not receiving their level of renown or respect—has certainly served to cool off my passion towards your work. Didn’t you once say that your conversion from Judaism to Catholicism was nothing more than changing a hat?

Don’t get me wrong. Your music—under the right circumstances and in the right hands—still has the power to enchant and move me like few others can. But chalk it up to “maturity” or my progressively disintegrating mental faculties, but these days I find myself unable to really enjoy any of your work outside of the 4th and 9th Symphonies, Adagio from the 10th Symphony (the rest of which—pace Cooke, Wheeler, Carpenter, Barshai, Mazetti, et al—fails to impress me), and Das Lied von der Erde (which I can only bring myself to listen to on very rare and special occasions).

Please rest assured, dear heart, that those moments I spent deciphering your music, unlocking its secrets, and letting it seize me are among the most wonderful in my listening experience. Remember way back in 1998 when I finally “got” Das Lied von der Erde and your music left me a sobbing trainwreck for a good two hours?

But, despite all these treasured memories and experiences, it’s time for me to… move on. No, please, don’t say anything. It’s not you, Gustav—it’s me. Just know that you and your music shall always occupy a tender place in my heart. Only that nowadays you’ll have to make room for Anton Bruckner, Richard Strauss, and Franz Schmidt, among others.

So in short, dearest one… farewell. Or should I say?—leb’wol!

XOXO,

T. 

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yourmotherisalightbulb:

knowing that he was dying,
knowing that he knew he was dying
what BEAUTIFUL frustration came out of this. 

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lostinmusic1991:
When you get it…  (Some sight singing skills may be required lol)

lostinmusic1991:

When you get it…  (Some sight singing skills may be required lol)

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notesonnapkins:

I’m about to leave for the LAPhil rehearsal of Mahler’s 8th with Gustavo Dudamel. Rehearsal. This means I can see the man in real action and potentially even meet this young conducting genius. 

Can’t say I don’t feel special. I feel special. 

I cannot explain how jealous I am right now!!!!

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theinfernaldesiremachine:

Watch the Walt Disney Concert Hall Get Prepped for “Mahler Project” Rehearsal

In the February issue we tell you about “The Mahler Project,” the Los Angeles Philharmonic’s ambitious, nine-symphony program currently underway and culminating at the Shrine Auditorium on February 4, when more than 1,000 musicians will perform Gustav Mahler’s Symphony no. 8.

this is too freakin amazing!!!

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nostandardcuts:

From a conductor as an addendum for an upcoming performance of Mahler’s Symphony No. 1 (Slightly edited to protect the possibly-not-so-innocent. Is this slightly less amusing if you know the actual translations?)

“This little joke has been making the rounds since April Fools Day. It appears it originated in a mock rehearsal memo to members of the [orchestra.]

The memo instructs the musicians to go over their orchestral parts for Gustav Mahler’s Symphony No. 1 and write in the English translations for the following instructions he leaves in the score:

GERMAN – ENGLISH

Langsam – Slowly
Schleppend – Slowly
Dämpfer auf – Slowly
Mit Dämpfer – Slowly
Allmahlich in das Hauptzeitmass ubergehen – Do not look at the conductor
Im Anfang sehr gemächlich – In intense inner torment
Alle Betonungen sehr zart - With more intense inner torment

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